Forget everything I said about that guy friend of mine….oh his name is Jonathan. I don’t think I said that before. Anyway I talked to him last night and as usual after tons of contemplation on my part our usual telephone convo was fraught with tons of “should I or shouldn’t I’s” that ended with me hanging up first vowing to not like him and to stop calling him once and for all. I invited him to come to a show that I’m going to with Jamie on Friday and he said that he wasn’t totally sure about if he could go or not, or if he even wanted to. So I just said that I would call him on Friday and see what was up. It’s not a good time to talk to him now anyway because the job offer that he had was taken back and he has to get all this stuff straightened out with his school.

So I really shouldn’t talk to him until after all of that is done. I always feel like a burden to someone when I’m talking to them during small personal crisis’. I have no nuggets of wisdom to give him so I always feel like I’m not of any help. I really should not call him just because, we’ve talked everyday this week and that’s a bit much. He used to be the one to call me, so I would like to go back to that. So I’m not calling him tonight..It’s SURVIVOR night! woo-hoo! And I am going to call him on Friday just to see if he wants to go out with Jamie and I to the movies….but then I shan’t call him…. ugh… I hate saying that I’m not going to call him… I mean he’s not like some normal guy that I like…he is an official “Guy Friend” so I can call him whenever… maybe I should just say that I should curb how long it takes me to call him…ya know? Like if I get the urge to call I should go crochet or something.

The horrible thing is that I am finally happy with my work situation which in turn makes doing shows and all that so much easier. It makes my life easier to deal with.

Jenkies! gotta go…work calls…

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