I saw the preview for a new movie with Charlize Theron, Kevin Bacon, Stuart Townsend, and Courtney Love… I’m totally looking forward to it. It’s called “Trapped”. I guess what made me think of that was the fact that there are so many times in your life when you feel trapped. Lately I’ve felt this way because of the actions or non-actions of others. At work, I don’t have the clout, standing, senority to make any really good changes. All I can do is suggest but nothing will ever come of it because these people are stupid. Then there are the relationships that you have with other people. You could try to stop and tell them what you think but it comes down to what’s your business and what isn’t, even if it’s really annoying to watch, ya know? So you just feel trapped, powerless to stop to the crap going on around you.

I feel like I should be able to write a lot today. I have like 75 percent of my work for the week done already and I’ve only been at work for a day. Its pathetic. I personally think that supervisors should know what their employees are doing and whether or not they have too much or too little to do. It makes sense right, because basically I’m wasting their money right now. Not just the money they pay me, but the money they pay for internet access, for this computer, for electricity. It’s their fault. Supposedly they’re close to finishing the new computer system. They’ve got it basically up and running, now they’re teaching people how to us it and working out the bugs. This irritates me. I want to be involved in this, but that’s impossible because my boss is a moron. He’s useless, he’s supposed to retire at the end of this year but he might as well leave now. Swear to god, if he didn’t come in for like a week nothing would change. I’d still be able to do my job and so would everyone else who works under him. Pathetic. A semi-big company like this and they act like dumbasses. I think they all skipped their business management classes in college, if they even did take those courses. They probably majored in Liberal Arts and ended up here.

So how do I feel about the show that’s coming up this friday? I don’t know. You tell me. Its not as if its going to be horrible. I can’t get excited about it. That bothers me. I really want to go somewhere and do something on one of these weekends.

I found some great quotes in this book my mom bought the other day. They’re from Cameron Crowe’s mom. They’re really good. I hafta remember to post them up here one day soon. I love a good quote. Great motivators… I’m going home now…Get in early, leave early! Great idea!

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