break the cycle

by Valli

I want to cry. I want to cry really badly. I want so much to be out of this place. I want to own my own business. That’s all that I want. More than anything else. More than having a boyfriend or children. I want to wake up in the morning and look forward to the day ahead of me. I want to be in charge of my life in every aspect.

This company is sucking the life out of me. I can feel it happening every single day, every hour, every minute. This place sucks. If it were a normal company that did things logically I’d still feel like I want to leave, but because this place is so stupid it makes it worse. It makes it soooooo much worse. And the thought of finding a job, which seems like it would be in San Francisco is not appealing at all. I’m so tired. I’m so tired of all of this. I want to go home and go to sleep.