bring me to life

by Valli

So I’m sitting here at my desk with a plastic tiara that says “Happy St. Patrick’s Day!” on my head. Yes I am that dopey. I’m trying to lighten things up around here and it’s not really working, no one else will wear the tiara. lame, lame, lame. We had a potluck today and it went ok, but I dunno. I feel like we need to do something else really fun. I’ve already scheduled another potluck for April, but the rule for that one is that you have to bring something that’s made with pineapples. That should be interesting. or gross. Either way it’ll be fun to watch. I think the cool stuff will have to be kept between me and my cubiclemates, we want to go out to lunch again, and play another board game. The only crappy thing about doing that is that I never want to come back from lunch.

I’m staing at Leo Dicaprio’s lips right now. God he’s hot. The fact that he’s really smart just makes him that much more sexy. So annoying.

headache. ow. as usual the work part of work still sucks. I’m trying to do as little as possible. Off topic but I can’t wait for the new Linkin Park cd Meteora to come out. Loving the single ‘somewhere i belong’. I’m seriously annoyed that I can’t go see them play with Blindside. I loooooooooooove Blindside! 🙂

Speaking of ‘somewhere I belong’… I was thinking about The Playground this weekend and what I want to ultimately accomplish with that. I’ve decided that drastic times call for drastic measures, so I’m devoting complete paychecks to getting my credit card debt paid off, so that I can buy a condo and then refinance and start the playground. 3 easy steps to my dream! So if I do the whole drastic credit card payoff dealy, I should be done with all that by October, November. I should be moving into the condo by January. I promise myself that I will have all of my debt paid off by November of this year. I can’t let myself down about this. I just can’t. If I fail myself on this, how can I ever expect to make the Playground to work. I want this more than anything. I know that I cannot live my life working in this pit of dogshit. 🙂 haha. Well it’s true.

I’m so excited about the Vegas trip and the Fillmore show for that matter, but of course Vegas is way cooler. I got really good directions off of mapquest. They finally have our house on the map.

lah, lah, lah..