It’s all gray despite the effort you made

Apr 23, 2003 Author: Valli | Filed under: Music, Work Life

“It’s ok if you break
You’ll see colors again
This is more than you can take
You’ll see colors again
It’s your life that’s at stake
You’ll see colors again
Don’t you think it’s my time, anytime soon ”
From the song “Painting” by Blindside

It’s definitely more than I can take. Yesterday I got to work at 9 someting in the morning, and then I left at 3pm. My lamebrain boss is out on vacation. Is is bad that I actually want to be repremanded for doing stuff like that? I know, I know, I should be happy that I can get away with doing things like that, I am but at the same time I wish they would just talk to me about anything. Nothing has happened. They haven’t said anything about the fact that I’m doing the job of two people, or what they’re going to do about it. If this is the way it’s going to be then they should pay me the salary of two people. I’m so annoyed. I’m still looking for something else but of course the job market sucks right now. I really hope things get better. I get my wisdom tooth extracted tomorrow. The only reason I’m looking forward to it is because I don’t have to go to work. I do have to come in on Friday but at least that’s a ‘casual’ day and I get to wear jeans..

I want to live in a hotel in Vegas. Life would totally be good then. dream, dream, dream.