“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Great quote. I just found it on someone’s signature on a john mayer board. I should print out a bunch of copies of it and post them everywhere. I totally latch on to things that I should really let go of.

I’m not in the mood to work today. I’ve been in an annoying mood for a long little while now and it’s really getting on my nerves. I want to get out of it. Maybe it’s the fact that I have to make those favors for that wedding, but that’s not until June and I have to make the samples, but I’m trying to put a good spin on it. I have stuff to do at work, nothing that’s horrible, but a lot of it depends on other people, namely my boss giving me stuff.

In other news, I’m on a Bob the bachelor kick right now. Well back when he was just on the bachelorette and then when he made his appearance on Oprah I thought he was cute and TOTALLY my type. Then of course they picked him to be the new Bachelor and I was pissed because I didn’t want him to find anyone, except me of course, and for like half a minute I seriously contemplated signing up for the show. I even looked at the application, but then of course reality set in and I realized they’d only be picking stick figure, husband-desperate, chicks, so I was like “nah” :) haha..

Anyway.. no, I haven’t bought his CD, I haven’t gone that far yet, but I am on the lookout for his tour dates, so if he comes here I’m definitely going to the show. hehe. So I can go watch him play surrounded by stick figure, husband-desperate chicks :) I think it’ll be fun, I’m really looking forward to it, ’cause I know he’s not going to be playing in big, huge venues, they’ll probably be relatively small, so hehehe, fun, fun, fun.

Ya know, there are sometimes that I remember how old I am. There’s part of me that still feels like I’m just out of high school and then another part of me that realizes that I’m an adult and that I’m growing up. It’s weird. It’s like I wonder if there’s a certain way that I should be acting or if there are certain things that I should be wearing or saying. I dunno. It’s just a funny feeling to be on the verge of so much stuff. To be at an age where anything can happen. Like if I met an amazing guy tomorrow I could marry him and have a baby. It’s not all far away and in the distant future like it was in high school, where I couldn’t fathom any of that. Now it’s like I have all these feelings about that stuff. I want all of that. There’s a woman who works in finance across the hallway who was pregnant and she had the baby last week, a girl. I’d always see her and think, gosh, I could do that now! I mean I always could of course, I’ve got all the equipment but now I actually want to, like I feel emotionally ready for it. Life is so cool. Even when it’s shitty, you learn something new or it reinforces something that you always knew but weren’t totally sure about.

Just stay open.

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