Reminds me of Alice in Wonderland.

I could do without all of the noises my boss makes. ugh. Add that to my list of everyday annoyances.

I need to get a Death Cab for Cutie cd like asap. I like their songs a whole lot. Add that to my list of cds I need to get.

I should have titled this entry “things have changed”. I could make that the title for every entry becauase things are always changing, we’re always changing (as Adam Duritz would say). I can’t say that I’m surprised. Everybody has one of those revolving doors that you can find in huge office buildings or sometimes department stores. We all have them, people come in and stay for a while and then walk out. I’ve had a lot and there are a bunch that I wish hadn’t left. I wish I could just reconnect with them and have them stay in my life forever but with some distance. I dunno. Nothing stays the same, so you can’t keep those same feelings going all the time. Having said that I wonder how marriage works. Staying with one person for the rest of your life. It’s crazy to think it’s always going to be good, to think that you won’t get bored with that person, ’cause you will. I think you just need to go into it knowing that that will happen. That there will be shitty days and there will be wonderful days and hopefully the wonderful days outwieigh the shitty ones. Ok, I totally stole that from Miami Rhapsody but it’s totally true. Great movie btw. A total classic.

Anyway, back to changes. So yes this is a transition period. I just wonder how long it’ll last and what the outcome will be. From here it looks like things will fade out. I just wonder how long though. I mean it’s not an easy thing to do. You grow closer, you fade away or things just stay the same? I dunno. I think that there needs to be events. Like if I had a friend who lived in France I wouldn’t want to just correspond with them forever and ever and send letters back in forth saying “I bet france is great this time of year”, that gets old, I’d want to visit them or have them visit me. I guess the point is that things just can’t be all one way forever.

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