bring it on
by Valli
So yesterday I wrote about that guy Joe and how I wrote him back and gave him my phone number. Well he called me this morning around 9 something. It was an interesting conversation because I pretty much thought of him as being a jerk, so I wasn’t all nervous and girly. It was great because I had this whole “I don’t care what happens with this” feeling/vibe/attitude about the whole thing. So that helped to make a better conversation. 
He’s 28, goes to SFSU, is studying civil engineering and is trying to get his surveyors license or credential or something. He already has his own design business. His office is in Marin and he lives in Tiburon, er he lives there part time? I can’t remember that part exactly but I know he’s super busy with school and work. He used to play water polo and baseball in high school. He’s big on swimming, he’s very “physical” I’m really not putting much in to this guy at all, if I had to bet on which guy I think I’d have the best chances of being with in a relationship it would be Joshua. So anyway we decided to meet up at the Fingertight show next week at Imusicast. Which is kinda weird because I was going to ask Joshua to come with me to that show.
So after we hung up I realized I hadn’t told him I was a “fat chick”, which is something that I like to do because I don’t want anyone to have any false ideas about what I look like. He did see the photo I sent him and he was fine with that, which is great because that photo isn’t the greatest. But of course being the paranoid person that I am I called him back and was like, “dude I’m a fat chick” actually the sentence was a lot longer than that but I had to paraphrase. Anyway, he said something how he saw my picture and didn’t think I looked big, big… and I was like well I’m not a size 6, and he was like size 6 is too small anyway, and I’m like what about a size 8? and he’s like are you a size 8? and I was like no.. then he kept going up and when he got to 14 and I said no I thought it was time to end the conversation, before he got to my actual size. So I told him I’d send him my full body photo so he could see. He didn’t ask for it or anything, but I feel better giving it to him. Gives him a chance to back out if he feels the need. But he did say that I sound like a really great girl that he’d like to meet and get to know. So I dunno, I’m just throwing it out there and seeing what happens. I can’t do anything else.
I wish Joshua would of called me today before I have to leave, which is in half an hour. It would be SOO great if he could come with me to the show tonight, but that’s not happening so I need to get over it. I hope he does call tonight even though I won’t be here to talk to him, at least I’d know that I would get to call him back tomorrow. And then maybe we could meet up tomorrow. That’d be very cool.
Gotta go, I’m late already!