Really, it isn’t. But then why does it feel like it is? Yes, of course I’m talking about work again. Maybe it’s just because I had to do this lame project for Kimmie Gibler, remaking forms that don’t need to be remade, or the fact that Roxy has been bugging me about this stupid print ad that I have to schedule that hasn’t been appearing in the paper the way it’s supposed to. Yes, I’m sure those are all the reasons why I’m sick of this place right now and really want to go home and not think about any of it.

When I’m not at work, and I think about work, I think of it as not being bad, instead I think of it as a place that’s pretty ok for the most part. There are just certain things that I don’t want to do, and I also hate it, despise it even, when they ask me questions about how to use their stupid computers. Why can’t they figure shit out for themselves?? Is it sooo hard? Oh and don’t get me started when it’s stuff I’ve already told them how to do. Gosh, its like could you puhhleeeeze grow a brain? Or at least the part of the brain that allows you to figure shit out for yourself?? Grrrr!!! Drives me crazy.

So I got my “ft rocks” hoodie on Friday, and it kicks some major ass. I looove it. Although I feel like a complete nut because I can’t wear it during the day because it’s hot now. Veddy smart on my part. I wear it at work though because it’s always cold in here. I’m thinking about getting a t-shirt from neighborhoodies that has something about fingertight on it. that’d be cute. :)

In other news… The house was finally put on the market Sunday. We’ve got the for sale sign and everything out front. Someone’s coming to view the house today, they’re probably there as I type this. It’s weird to know that someone else is going to live there at some point. I just hope we get it sold asap, ’cause I can’t wait to pay off my debt. It will be so great to have all the stress and annoyance associated with that stuff lifted off me.

Last Thursday I think it was I went to view the apartment that I really liked. It looked just like the photos, but was a tad smaller than what you think it is in the virtual tour. Overall it was still good. Walk In closet, newer appliances. The complex was super quiet which was veddy nice and interesting, especially since it’s right next to the freeway. Anyway. I got the application and I filled it out and faxed it over to the guy on Friday. I haven’t heard back from him, and I’m not really worried about it because… I fell in love with a different apartment community in Concord!

I’m not going to go into details about it because I’ve given them a deposit and my application and I’m just waiting to hear if I’m approved or not. Wish/hope/pray that I get it! Trust me this place is awesomeness. I don’t see why not, I have the income to support it and my credit isn’t horrible, it’s just not great, plus it’s all going to be taken care of it in a minute here, so we shall see what happens. Just send me all the good/positive thoughts that you can muster ’cause I really want this place.

Other than that, I went around to bunch of different stores with my mom to check out furniture and other stuff that I’ll be needing when I move out. There’s so much stuff to get and I can’t wait to go and actually buy all the stuff. Usually when I go window shopping it sucks because I know I can’t actually get that stuff or will have no use for it, yet, but now I know that I will be able to use it and will probably be able to afford it, so I didn’t mind just writing down the stuff I liked and leaving without it. Because I shall be back with the moola to buy it all.

And this is precisely the time when having every other Monday off comes in handy. I’ll be able to go to IKEA without fifty thousand other people all around me. *sigh* ahh, that’ll be nice. :)

This weekend is Joe’s camp. I’m just glad that I’m getting my hair done on thursday. So I won’t look completely crappy. That’s Saturday and then Sunday is the open house for the house. And then next week, I get to go to my WLS class, nutrition class, psych. evaluation and appointment with the surgeon! I can’t wait…

Oh and if you’re thinking about having this surgery, go to ObesityHelp.com

It’s a great, great resource. I was able to look up the hospital and the surgeon to see what other patients had to say about both of them. All of it was good stuff, which totally put me at ease. There’s also an area where you can look up your insurance company and read other people’s experiences in getting their surgery approved. And you can also read people’s journals while they were going through the process AND, my favorite part, check out before and after photos! Those are soo great.

I found this one woman who’s like an inch taller than me and was at the same weight that I’m at now, and is now like 156, and she’s super thin and was wearing some hoochie/slutty clothes, but over all looked great. So I think my goal weight is like between 145 & 155. Which actually, now that I think about it, proves that Joe’s fiancee was lying about weighing 125, ’cause she’s 5′9, and I know my sister weighs around 150 and she’s a twig, so Joe’s fiancee would have to be anorexic if she weighed 125.. hah!

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