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The bitch (kimmie gibler) asked me if I would have time to make more media kits this week. Is there something wrong with her fucking hands that I don’t know about?? Is she allergic to pushing buttons on the color copiers?? Or is she scared that using our color printer will cause her to gain weight?? I’m surfing the crimson wave and I’m not in the mood for this shit.

Interesting thought. So that movie ‘I, Robot’ that’s coming out soon with Will Smith. All the robots are doing jobs like nannies, walking dogs, CLERICAL work. What does that say about me?? I don’t want to be somebody’s robot, or monkey, or bitch. I talk about this all the time, and I’m sure it’s incredibly boring to people who actually read my journal on a regular basis (what, like all 2 of you?) but it just helps me to keep my resolve, my resolve. Which is to get the hell out of here at the first possible chance. They’re all pissing me off today. Ok.. this is a perfect example of shit that grates on my nerves. Roxy can’t get into a program on her computer. I give her instructions that I think should fix the problem. She uses them then tries to open the program again. she says it still doesn’t work. I say maybe she should call the helpdesk. Then she tries it again and it works, she says that it worked, THEN says “it didn’t work before, now it does”… That last sentence wasn’t necessary!!!

I have no desire whatsoever to please other people. I could give a rats ass. Ok, I want to please my mom, I want her to be proud of me, her and my sister and my brother-n-law, outside of them I have no desire to please anyone else except myself.

I went to Target yesterday, mostly to look around, and I found these PERFECT stools to go under my counter/bar thingy. I also found a great table for my entry/foyer to put my keys on. And I found a table and chair set for the balcony that’s not expensive and not all cheapy-uncomfortable. So I hope it’s all still there when I can come back to buy it. All fabulously priced of course.

I wonder when “You Can’t Do That On Television” will come out on DVD. That’d be insanely great. I miss that show. That’s probably why I dig Alanis Morissette so much, that and we have a lot of the same issues, and she’s a great singer/songwriter. If you wanna know about me, listen to every Alanis CD. Everything is in there, right down to people pronouncing my name wrong.

Not caring is a release, ’cause if you don’t care, then you just don’t care, it’s all water under the bridge. At work there are a lot of fucked up things that happen and that shouldn’t but I can’t do anything about it. I’ve expressed opinions, concerns, etc. and it gets me no where in the big scheme of things. This is one of those huge companies that has all these stupid processes in place that make no sense. It’s basically impossible to change anything that’s really important at such a low level. My bosses can’t even do much. It’s shitty. I’ve known for quite some time that corporate life is not for me, even if I was working for Sony, I still don’t wanna do it. Bureaucratic Bullshit. It’s an independent life for me.

So the third of july party is officially cancelled, but once I get some furniture and “seating” I’m going to have a little party to celebrate my new digs. I can’t wait to move in and to have a party. Nothing too wild and crazy of course, I do have neighbors all over the place.