a life in progress

Month: July, 2004

olive twigs

So to just set the record straight I sent an email to rbitch and kimmie gibler, to tell them that I was sorry if I had ever been bitchy or icky to them, or left them with the impression that I don’t like them (which is actually true), but that we’re just different people and […]

it never ends, part two

things that I know, continued: 3.) Work sucks ass. I hate it right about now. Including today, I’ll only be here for 11 days before I’m gone for the surgery for two weeks and a day. So I still have to enter billing for july and august, which I’m not even a quarter of the […]

it never ends

Some things that I know: 1.) I know that I have no desire to see my sperm-donor father right now, nor do I even want to email him back. He’s just irritating to me, and he’s not doing anything special to irritate me, I’m just not interested in learning about him right now. I have […]

i picture a different choice

I don’t want to be here. Gosh I don’t want to be here. I really need to start playing the lottery. 🙂 The sperm donor emailed me back today. The jackass didn’t even say he was sorry for not being there for the majority of my life. I don’t think that he gets it. I […]

i’ve been living for tomorrows all my life

I knew it but I didn’t know it. I had a dream last week about my father, or it had my father in it, a lot. So I’m thinking it’s about him. Anyway it was horrible and I hated it. Of course now I can’t remember anything about the dream in specific, except that he […]