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Month: July, 2004

olive twigs

So to just set the record straight I sent an email to rbitch and kimmie gibler, to tell them that I was sorry if I had ever been bitchy or icky to them, or left them with the impression that I don’t like them (which is actually true), but that we’re just different people and [...]

it never ends, part two

things that I know, continued: 3.) Work sucks ass. I hate it right about now. Including today, I’ll only be here for 11 days before I’m gone for the surgery for two weeks and a day. So I still have to enter billing for july and august, which I’m not even a quarter of the [...]

it never ends

Some things that I know: 1.) I know that I have no desire to see my sperm-donor father right now, nor do I even want to email him back. He’s just irritating to me, and he’s not doing anything special to irritate me, I’m just not interested in learning about him right now. I have [...]

i picture a different choice

I don’t want to be here. Gosh I don’t want to be here. I really need to start playing the lottery. The sperm donor emailed me back today. The jackass didn’t even say he was sorry for not being there for the majority of my life. I don’t think that he gets it. I even [...]

i’ve been living for tomorrows all my life

I knew it but I didn’t know it. I had a dream last week about my father, or it had my father in it, a lot. So I’m thinking it’s about him. Anyway it was horrible and I hated it. Of course now I can’t remember anything about the dream in specific, except that he [...]