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It’s been days of frustration.

Frustration with my job, the upcoming show. Hm. I guess those are the big issues right now.

Work: They pissed me off more today. My two bosses called me in to talk to them about being “helpful” with the new ad system. They said how I should be the point person on it and how I might have to enter orders for the sales people because they need to be out selling. I just didn’t like the way they were talking to me. It just made it seem like I’m constantly complaining to them about not wanting to do stuff like the stuff they’re asking me to do which is not the case. And now I just found out that one of the two producers is switching to a job in san jose. So that’s frees up his position but they’re not considering me. hm. Shitty. I suppose I could say something but I don’t know if I really want the job. I’d like it because then I wouldn’t have to do this crap anymore, but then I’d have to work with that other guy. I dunno. I just want out of this place altogether.

This is funny.. I just took this free career test and it said “Valli is not motivated to participate where simple, routine, basic tasks are primary.” That couldn’t be more truthful than anything I’ve ever read. I’ve gotta get out of this stuff.

Show: Well.. I need to find two more bands. That’s basically it. I’m disappointed in FT but what can you do right? I’m not over it and I don’t know when I will be. All I know is that things will never be the same.

I should write about happy things, since it always seems like something crappy is going on. So what am I happy about? I’m happy that my apartment is coming together and that it looks purdy good. I’m happy that I got the couch. I’m happy that I went to the SLP show last night with Elise and Sarah, twas funn. I’m happy about my family. I’m happy about who I am, I just don’t like my current situations. Obviously I’m still not where I want to be ultimately but it’ll happen eventually.