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I think I’ve got it now. I really do. Ironically today I got my copy of the book “He’s Just Not That Into You”. I, of course, broke down and called Brian about an hour or so ago and he was there, had just got done watching the presidential debate. The convo was pretty much fine, and then his “housemate” came in and said they were going, they were going to the store to get beer. So he says “can I call you later?” and I was like Yea, but then he added “call me if I don’t call you” or something like that, call him in case he’s too intoxicated by the beer or something I guess. So I guess the point is, that I get it, I’m not calling him again tonight. If he doesn’t call then he just doesn’t call. I’m worth more than that damnit.

I was sitting here reading that book, with music playing from the TV, and a John Mayer song just happened to come on and all of a sudden I started to cry. ‘Cause he’s the way it’s supposed to be. And I’m not saying John Mayer specifically, ’cause I have no idea what he’s like in person, but when I think of the guy that I’m going to marry someday I want him to make me feel the way John Mayer’s songs do. That’s the way its supposed to be, someone who cares, someone who’ll CALL!

The moral of the story is that the right/good guy is out there and he’ll find me one of these days. He’ll ask me out, he’ll call me, he’ll do all the great things a guy who’s truly into you does. I can’t wait for that, but until then I will continue working on all of the other things in my life that I want to get right.

Like work, speaking of which today was the BBQ after work. I wasn’t feeling well all day today at work, which isn’t shocking since I hate the place, but it was an actual sick/icky feeling that I had. At one point Deb called to say that she had pushed it back to 5pm and I told her that I wasn’t feeling well and I didn’t think I’d go. She was alright about it and said that if I felt better I could still stop by, they’d be there awhile. Then right before I was going to leave for the day I felt like I had to vomit. So I went to bathroom where I had these dry heaves and stuff. It was icky, but it didn’t last long. I think it was because I had more chocolate milk. I need to quit it with that.

Tomorrow is the ren faire and I’m excited about it. I just need to think of a good question to ask our Tarot Lady. I don’t want to ask about guys ’cause it’s such a waste. Maybe I’ll ask if I’m going to marry someone famous. hehe. And watch that’ll be the first time she’ll give me a straight up negative response like “No”.