weak and powerless

by Valli

It’s so funny that that song should be on right now, ’cause it’s exactly how I feel. That’s the problem with this job, I’m powerless. I’m in charge of paperclips, big whoop.

I found out yesterday that the “advertising producer” job was shot down and denied by headquarters. So then I suddenly felt like I didn’t owe them anything, and my job search is now in full effect. I wish I hadn’t signed such a long lease on my apartment, ’cause now I don’t have the option of moving to L.A. or Las Vegas. Do you know that I could be renting a HOUSE in Las Vegas for what I’m paying now for my apartment? It’s crazy.

“there’s nothing here for me now”… every freaking song is saying something to me!