the corporate life

by Valli

I can’t stand corporate crap. It’s all crap. It’s all just talk, talk, talk, talk, talk. There’s no action. I’m on this stupid conference call and I have no idea what they’re trying to do. We have a peer committee, which is just a group of employees, like one person from all of the big top 9 sites. So now they’re creating this joint committee, I guess along with the peer group.. and I’m trying to say that I don’t want to be on ANY committee anymore, but they’re trying to sign up people onto the joint committee’s new groups. Its like, why am I going to sign up for this crap if I don’t want to be on any of these damn committee’s. I asked this and then they tried to explain it to me and I don’t get it and I know it’s not because I’m stupid, it’s because they make no sense. Or maybe I wasn’t paying attention when they explained it, but whatever. I’m just not going to attend the meetings anymore. It’s pointless.

On a happier note, I’ve got a ton of sick and vacation hours, so that when I finally quit I’ll be cashing out and it’ll be grrrreat money to have!

I believe that I have TMJ and my jaw is all fucked up. There’s this pain there everyday and I can’t get rid of it it seems. Sometimes it’s less than others, but it’s always there. It has to do with stress, but the fact that I’m in pain makes it harder to relax ’cause I just want it to go away. Anyway, I’ve made another appointment with my dentist for next week, so hopefully that appointment will give me more tools to deal with this crap.