I haven’t done anything wrong, and yet it’s affecting my whole fucking day. I hate that bastard, no, wait, BOTH of those bastards. Ugh… It’s throwing my plans into upheaval. Actually it’s just forcing me to do the thing that I know I need to do. I just have to remember My Spark.

“Down in Flames” by Mindy Smith

I don’t usually take chances
Most would easily agree
Something in your eyes
Is saying you can ease my heartache
I have a hurting inside
And I know you’re just a stranger
If you can’t I’ll understand
There’s too many times
I’ve lost my chance to talk with an angel
Too many to count

And life’s so hard
It’s the little things that seem to be getting me today, yeah
Life’s so hard
But I’m doing what I can not to be getting down
While I’m going down in flames
Going down in flames

I would tell you I am happy
If I wasn’t so damn sad
And the loneliness both overwhelms and keeps me empty
That’s how it’s been for a while

And life’s so hard
It’s the little things that seem to be getting me today, yeah
Life’s so hard
But I’m doing what I can not to be getting down
While I’m going down in flames
Going down in flames

I need some direction
I need someone to listen
Someone to tell me that they know

That life’s so hard
It’s the little things that seem to be saving me today, yeah
Life’s so hard
And I’m doing what I can
Oh, yeah, I’m doing what I can
Hey, I’m doing what I can
Putting out yeah
Putting out the flames

Just wanted to post these lyrics, ’cause I love ‘em and the song…

“Love Is A Fast Song” by Copeland

You don’t have to be ashamed
‘Cause you’re a miracle through and through
Oh, and you don’t have to be ashamed
Of the miracle inside of you

What has love become?
(What has love become?)
It’s not like we used to hear in those old songs
And it’s not like yours
(And it’s not like yours)
What has love become?

Whoa…your love is in motion
And it’s spinning me around, yeah
Whoa…my heart is in motion
For the movement that’s in you

You should not be angry
If all she wants is your money
Oh, you should not be angry
‘Cause all you want is her body

What has love become?
(What has love become?)
It’s not like we used to hear in those old songs
And it’s not like yours
(And it’s not like yours)
What has love become?

Whoa…your love is a fast song
And I’m dancing ’cause I’m loved again
Whoa…my heart is in motion
For the rhythm inside you
Whoa…your love is a slow song
It’s resounding through my world again
Whoa…my heart is in motion
For the song inside of you

Whoa…your love is in motion
And it’s spinning me around, yeah
Whoa…your love is a fast song
And I’m dancing ’cause I’m loved again
Whoa…your love is a slow song
It’s resounding through my world again
Whoa…my heart is in motion
For the song inside of you

God I love this song. It’s soo appropriate.

I don’t wanna talk to you anymore
I’m afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue every time you come around
‘Cause blood in my mouth beats
Blood on the ground

Hand over my heart I swear
I’ve tried everything I could within all my power
Two weeks and one hour I slaved
And now I’ve got nothing to show
Oh if only you’d grow taller than a brick wall
From now on, gonna start holding my breath
When you come around
And you flex that fake grin
‘Cause something inside me has said more than twice
That breathing LESS air beats breathing you in, oh

I don’t wanna talk to you anymore
I’m afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue every time you come around
‘Cause blood in my mouth beats
Blood on the ground

Hand over my mouth, I’m earning the right to my silence
In quiet discerning between ego and timing
Good judgment is once again proving to me
That it’s still worth it’s weight in gold
From now on I’m gonna be so much more weary
When you start to speak and my warm blood starts to boil
Seeing you is like pulling teeth
And hearing your voice is like chewing tin foil

I don’t wanna talk to you anymore
I’m afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue every time you come around
‘Cause blood in my mouth beats
Blood on the ground

High fives to better judgment
By saying less today, I will gain more, gain more
Low twos to you my, my fickle friend
You, you, you who brought the art of silent war

I don’t wanna talk to you anymore
I’m afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue every time you come around
‘Cause blood in my mouth beats
Blood on the ground

“blood on the ground” by Incubus

ahem.

Tommy Lee is like 44 years old (dayam!) and I still find him hot. I have no idea why. He never looks completely clean to me. I think it’s all those tattoos. But regardless of all that I still want to jump his bones and have ten thousand of his babies.

Once you get past the whole sex tape with Pam and his infamous schlong, he seems like a pretty nice, amiable guy. He seems like he’s finally grown up. He loves his kids to death and according to him he’s the more strict parent.

So, whatever, I think he’s cute. Especially during that one moment on Rockstar: Supernova when he was talking to Storm Large and he said he wanted to see more. of her. She said “Tommy” and then he said “What-y”… Yes, I’m a freak, but I thought he was so adorable when he said “What-y”

Yea, yea, yea… I need to get laid. haha…