flashing red light means go
by Valli
I love this new theme for my site! It’s simple and personal. Just like a book about my life.
These days I can’t seem to find the right words that explain my life status. I get worried about thinking or saying the wrong thing and being “negative.” Ugh, when everything I want is so positive and happy. They’re all good things.
I’m worried about disappointment. It’s annoying to be worried about disappointment, I know this.
I moved to the extremely small town of Cotati to be closer to my day job which is only 11 miles from my new loft apartment. I love my loft apartment, by the way. It’s big and quiet. The move was in May.
No problems there. I just want to get so many other things on the right track.
On August 31st I turned 29 which kinda freaks me out. I just feel like time is moving so fast and I’m not keeping up.
I do have things to be proud of ya know, like the growth of The Fast and the Fabulous and being selected for the NASCAR Citizen Journalist Media Corps without having to submit myself for consideration. That made me very happy. I guess it’s that I get a taste of something great, and being the impatient person I can be sometimes, I just want more and I want it, like, this minute.
I’ve decided that things are going to get better and I’m going to be happy. I’ve decided that I’m going to get the things that I want.