I’m so marrying John Mayer. *sigh* He is so incredibly talented and funny and smart and cute and tall. Ah! I got his new cd yesterday and it is the best thing ever! I love it so much. Today’s Wednesday huh? I can’t wait for Friday. I love it when time flies like this. I’m backing up my computer right now and it would take too long to do anything that would be considered actual work. So I’m taking one of those invisible 15 minute breaks that you’re supposed to take two of throughout the day. It’s almost 4:30 so who cares.

Tonight I go see Eddie Izzard with Jamie. The tickets were here gift to me for my b-day which I have to say is a really awesome present. I can’t wait. I hope he’s even funnier this time than he was in Dressed To Kill, if that’s even possible.

So I’m kinda down about life right about now. It’s because I’m frustrated because I know exactly where I want to be in my life right now. I can see it, I can smell it, I can taste it. I daydream about the playground and what I would be doing right now if I was there. I’d be in my office, let me say that again, MY OFFICE, going over our revenue figures from the past month. I would have made my lunch in the snack bar kitchen, I would of had a meeting with the radio advertising sales rep from LIVE105 about putting ads on the radio. I’d be hanging out with my employees, let me say that again, MY EMPLOYEES, at the front desk, finding out how many memberships we sold that day. *heavy sigh* That would be the life. I tell you that would be beautiful. If anyone ever caught me complaining they would have the right to kick my ass, ’cause that place is my dream. Completely and truly. It’s everything.

I’m still kinda sorta basically on the south beach diet. I’m basically like 95% on. I’m working on snacking more and all that. I think I’ve finally gotten to the point where I’m fed up and this is really where it will all end. I don’t want to be this weight forever. I want to get married and have babies and I don’t want my babies saying stuff like “mommy’s fat” or whatever. I dunno. It’s just time now. I get it now. I need to work on putting excersice into my routine again. For a minute there I was using Gilad everyday but then the nephews visited and that all stopped. I must get back into the swing of things. Especially since I’m going to Vegas next year for the NASCAR race and I want to be less than I am now, in terms of weight of course. Or if FT tours with DS I want to be less and I want to look better. This is all for me because this is what I want, this will make me feel better. I love who I am inside, I just want my outside to match that.

So, Monday night I went to the John Mayer/Counting Crows concert at the pavilion. It was a friggin high school picnic or something. Why are high school boys so short? I dunno. I couldn’t tell if there were any guys my age or not, I wasn’t really trying that hard to look I guess. Maybe they were all down in the seats. I dunno. Anyway the show was awesome. The opener was Maroon 5 whom I love a lot. They’re a really great band and it’s sad that more people don’t know about them. Counting Crows rocked and I’m so glad that I finally saw them live. They did alot of songs acoustically and they were perfect. And then John Mayer went on. *sigh* I love that boy. He’s just so great. His voice is to die for and his lyrics and music and just beautiful. He is sooo talented. love him, love him. He’s not classically cute, but he’s just handsome and his words just make him even more hot. He did like two new songs from his cd that should be coming out in September and they were great! I’m sooooo excited about the new cd. I just want him to come out with a new cd every month! I bought a binocular/digital camera and I’m hoping that the pictures came out ok.

Well I’m off to meet my mom at Chipotle. Yay!

I love Ivy… The band Ivy that is. love, love love.

Saw FT on Friday night. I helped stop a stupid rumor from spreading. The guys are big on protecting their image. I don’t mean that in a bad way. They just like to set the record straight, just like anyone would. The show was good as usual. The only thing I hate is that they kinda call 3Oaks their ‘home’ or something, or that they’ll always come back and all that crap. I don’t want them to comeback there, I want them to comeback here. This is more home than 3Oaks. Even if they wanted to do a show out here their really isn’t any place to do it. At least not a really good place. I wish The Playground was here now. It can still happen, there’s tons of time. I mean, their cd hasn’t even come out yet.

I just put up a fabulous picture of Leo Dicaprio on the cover of Details on my desktop at work. He’s so hot. I’m first in line to see Gangs of New York and Catch Me If You Can. yes, yes, yes

Finally got trained on the new computer system for work. Its not as horrible as I thought, but its no where near what we really need for the fresh department.

I’m still getting a promotion, the details of which I haven’t received yet, but I’m looking forward to it. Plus they’re moving my cubicle. I’m looking forward to that too.