a life in progress

Category: Life in General

flashing red light means go

I love this new theme for my site! It’s simple and personal. Just like a book about my life. These days I can’t seem to find the right words that explain my life status. I get worried about thinking or saying the wrong thing and being “negative.” Ugh, when everything I want is so positive […]

i just want something real

The more I learn about business and “the real world” the less I want to do with it. At some point I have to pull the trigger on the things that I really, really want. I guess I am right now. I’m doing things but I don’t know that I’m doing enough. I need to […]

oh yeah, i got a job.

This blog is long overdue for an update. So here’s the great news. I got a job and I started three weeks ago. I am no longer a part of the unemployed masses, which makes me feel normal again. All of the clich├ęs apply. A huge weight has been lifted, and the monkey is off […]

someone help me find the pause button

I know it’s not true. I know that I am worthy and capable of love, and that one day I’ll be in a relationship that reflects that. It’s just that it’s easy to remember the past, and it’s not even just about the romantic relationships I’ve had. I think of my biological father who basically […]

taking the long way

I always take the long way around in everything that I do. I’m not one for doing things the way you’re supposed to. I know that people might think that having gastric bypass surgery in order to lose weight is taking the easy way out, but it’s not when you think about the fact that […]