I slowly shoot these words like weapons, and slowly go insane
So we had this big Sales/Service Dept. meeting. It was to go over customer complaints and issues and see how they could do things better, faster, easier. Ya know the drill. I like meetings like that because then you can see who’s smart and who’s a complete idiot. I already have my pick for the idiot award, but won’t say it in case someone happens upon this site. It was interesting. I kept thinking of all these things I could be doing to help them with some of them. I told my boss this and that I wanted to meet with her to discuss my job description. I hate the thought of asking for more work, for obvious reasons, but it’s ridiculous how little work I have to do. I have way to much free time and I am starting to feel guilty about it.
I talked to my boss about it and I told her my idea to help out with the service department. She thought it was good and she’s going to bring it up to the vp of operations. I hafta to make up a job description for myself and then she’s going to go over it and add stuff I guess. I just need more like daily responsibilities. I hate sitting and waiting for something to do. It’s dopey. It’s like can I just stay home and then when you need me go ahead and call me. 
I’ll be there in ten minutes.
As for my personal life… I went to La Scala last night and met Jonathan there, I believe I touched on this in my earlier post. I was weird last night. It was the first time I was hanging with him and I really just wanted to go home. I suppose it’s because the fantasy I had created died last night. With the advent of this Donatella chick (who I have now dubbed “Versace” in honor of her name sake) I feel like I have had the final tie cut. I also realized last night that if I were to continue to be into him I would just be settling. I mean yes we have so many things in common and we can communicate really well but overall he doesn’t measure up to the type of guy I really want.
Lets go over what I want for the record:
1.) Taller than me
2.) On the same maturity level as me
3.) Doesn’t live at home with his parents
4.) Owns his own car
5.) Has a goal and is working towards it, or has achieved said goal.
6.) Someone with similar interests, must like/love the following things: Movies, Music (A TOTAL must), Books
7.) someone who’ll say “bless you” when I sneeze
8.) has common sense
9.) someone I can take with me to my shows and other shows in general.
10.) someone who is totally supportive of my goals and dreams, and can understand how important they are to me.
Basically I want what everyone wants, but different. We’re all looking for the same things in general. I mean we all want someone who will care about us, and respect us and understand us. We all want the same, we just have different spins on how it should look and feel.
I realize that Jonathan isn’t that guy. I think I made a bigger deal out of him because he was so close and because I haven’t had male contact in like years! (not literally, but you get the point) So I think that’s enough for anyone to over-react and try to see something that isn’t there.
Have I ever talked about how much I love meetings?? they’re the best. Especially when they last forever. I get paid to sit and drink free coffee while other people talk about junk I have no clue about. It’s great…